pintu marah

please realize..i'mtooexhausted

***ku relakan jiwa...~~~menjadi penghuni sangkar dalam hatiku..~~
-sambil dgr lagu hazama-relakan jiwa.

mgkin pressure..mgkin stress...mgkin selfish..mgkin hipokrit...
whatever it is...i'm too bored and exhausted to be a middle person who always knuckle under the people surrounding mine.

yes..maybe i'm too noob..but u have to remember,its just physical appearance..i knew what happened whether in front or my back..i'm maybe look ''gedik''..''keanak anakan''..but its just appearance..appearance...
my inside is more understandable and empathy..but..like always,i 'm just be silence..or maybe just pretend be childish ?childish..mmm...can make me happy...silence...much more better..although its hurt..u know hurt..?

p/s...ye..mmg post ni sentap..mmg saje aq buat..sbb x kan ade perbuatan ade ''cakap depan2'' berlaku...kan....?so..ni cara aq...aq post..mmg sentap..tpi ni untuk realizekan  .hope masing2 dapat fikir balik la....fikir balik...aq penat ni...depends..sama ade nk balas atau tak..i'm fight for the truth...penat..aku bukannya tempayan yg dapat simpan air lama lama.kalau dah penuh tu..melimpah jugak kan...ce kesian and fikir tmpat aq camane...

#dah lama x buat hal..ingtkan sem ni x de....T^T


''setiap kesabaran ada tahapnya''..UAI